Side Story - Part 2

Early May 2008
" Please!!! We're impossible!!! Let go of me!!! Stop bugging me!!! " those words hung inside Yoh's head for the entire night... He couldn't sleep and he became restless... It was close to 1 a.m. when it happened... Yoh couldn't control himself... He was pathetic as ever... His mind was set only for one thing... And that's her... The girl of his dreams... Yoh was stubborn and foolish... He regret about the things he said on that night... He was desperate and depressed... Yoh has done the most foolish thing he has ever done throughout his entire life... And he blamed none other than himself for it...

The next morning came... Yoh's head was blank and filled with emptiness... He wanted to apologize to her about the events that took part a day before... He doesn't know how... Yoh just sat there looking at his phone again with the keychain which bound his memories about those 11 months... He wanted to throw it away... But deep inside he couldn't do such a thing... He just couldn't...

9 a.m... His phone rang... It's his neighbor, Larry, asking Yoh for a movie at the mall... He agreed and went with Larry... Upon reaching the mall, Yoh's head starts to turn blank... Everywhere he goes those words that she said to him haunts him... Yoh was disturbed, his concentration all but a blank... The mall too haunts him... Every shop he goes into brought back fond and lovely memories about their time together... Yoh couldn't escape that fact... He couldn't push himself to enter those shops... All he did was stare at them...

A few hours passed quickly and he was back in the car... Yoh kept staring at the sky throughout the whole journey waiting for an answer... But the background " Teardrops On My Guitar " just worsen Yoh's state of mind... He was disturbed... Mentally disturbed...

For the whole day Yoh's mind was wondering around... Focusing on nothing... He was silent and quiet... During the night Yoh sat back into his room trying to study his exam tomorrow... But his mind was not there... He turned on his phone and read the messages she sent to him over and over again... Tears fell from Yoh's eyes... He knew he could never stand a chance anymore... He tried to digest it but his heart spit it out...

" I'm an idiot... " said Yoh to himself silently in his cold room...

On the next day, Yoh's exam came... He tried his best but he couldn't get what he hoped to achieve... The rest of the day has been really depressing for him...

When Yoh came back home and went online... He saw her picture... The girl of his dreams... His heart suddenly gave two feelings to him... He was sad... He knew its time for him to let go, for she has someone else with her... Yoh also experienced another feeling... Something which he couldn't describe... He just stayed there silently... Having no clue about that feeling...

Back at night, Yoh sat on his bed silently for hours... He's uncertain of what he should do...

" She already doesn't love you Yoh... Why do you keep doing this??? " Yoh said to himself without an answer...

He looked at his phone again... Staring at the black keychain that she gave him... Thinking about a way to apologize to her...