Side Story - Part 1

Instructions
Stories with the word Chapter X are the main part of the story while stories starting with Side Story are stories about the daily life of Yoh... Timeline will be given... Enjoy...
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Late April 2008
6 a.m.... Yoh's alarm rang... He slowly opened his eyes and looked at the time... From having a feeling of emptiness from his sleep to a gush of mixed feelings penetrated his heart in just a moment... Even though he opened his eyes... He wanted to sleep again... To forget all the painful memories that just struck through his heart with a brutal force... A bit of tears fell down his cheeks...

" I'm sorry... I gave him a chance... I'm really sorry... " his memories in his brain said those words to him... Yoh became cold... Really cold... He closed his eyes and rolled around his bed screaming like a mad man... His imagination went wild and kept thinking about it... That experience changed him... Changed his entire way of living... He wasn't himself... He couldn't be himself... He became someone totally different...

" Why can't I just sleep and die the other day? " Yoh said that to himself silently... He hated himself and regret about what had happened... But he just kept it in his heart... Trying to carry everything and make it his burden...

He woke up the next minute and get dressed for class... Today is also the first day where he would drive to his college... He was a bit nervous but he moved on and drove to the college with his neighbor, Larry... It wasn't a long journey but Yoh gained experience and although he nearly got himself into an accident he still managed it somehow... Yoh was trying hard... He wanted to perfect his driving... For there is something he needed to do...

" I don't have much time... " Yoh's heart whispered to him...

During the classes... His mind wasn't there... Yoh was daydreaming for a long time... Everytime he put his head on the table... Memories of that faithful day raced into him... He hated himself so much because of that...

At 9 a.m.... His lecturer was absent... So Yoh scouted around to fill his head with something... A white shiny gadget got his attention... It was playing the tune of FFVII which attracted him... He played it for a while and went on with a Rubik's Cube... For the whole time Yoh was moodless... He doesn't understand why... Even though entertainment was on his doorstep... His feelings were all gone and destroyed...

After lunch, Yoh walked back to his class with his usual classmates... Except for his friend Orlando... He understands that perfectly... There are someone else much more important than friends... But there were some minor problems between Orlando and her... So Yoh just opened his mouth and said...

" Don't be like me... " he advised and walked away from the crowd... There were a lot of mixed feelings in Yoh... Sometimes he wanted to be lonely and depress himself... Sometimes he just wants his friends to be with him...

After a whole day of class and driving... Yoh went back... His thoughts about it came back and haunt him... The moodless feeling came back to him for the rest of the day... After his dinner, Yoh went back to his room... Locked himself up in a tiny compact space... He kept staring at his phone... Waiting for the message that would never come to him...