Obssession Or Love???

Even though I'm having a test tomorrow I'm still here blogging... Weird huh??? On Monday it was Maths and well the time is so short and I had headaches so flunked the paper... Same for yesterday's Thinking Skills and today's Further Maths and Physics... Flunked it all... Guess I'm going to see a lot of Ungraded on my paper... Hope my lecturer's wouldn't mind if they know what happened...

Well yesterday has been fun... Went out to Leisure Mall with Tracy... A lot of advice is given by her mum... Thanks a lot Auntie... And I just heard about Tracy's problem... Never mind I'll try my best to help you out this time...

Today I came back home and turned on the television... I couldn't study so my parents didn't mind much... Watched " There's Something About Mary "... The show opened my mind... I was wondering while I'm watching... Am I just obsessed with her or do I truly love her a lot... I kept thinking and thinking hoping to find an answer... Maybe this Friday would tell...

Thoughts

Current Thoughts In My Head

1. Exam in four more hours...

2. Afraid of the results coming out in the next week...

3. Didn't study for exam...

4. Another important result coming out this week...

5. Phobia of PCM...

6. Memories I hope to relive...

7. What happens if I could turn back the time...

8. Outing with my best friend this weekend...

9. How stupid I was for doing those things...

10. Images of her...

11. True love exists with dire consequences...

12. Whether I could meet her or not...

13. What would happen to me and my life when the results come this week...

Realisation

The more you chase over a girl... The more she doesn't like you or hates you...

The more you ignore a girl... The more she's in love with you...

Is that true???

End Post - Part Ten

Went up to Genting for a night there... Sadly I don't have laptops or computer so couldn't go online to check stuffs... Just went there to have different different types of food so its not as fun as everyone thought...

Days have been quite painful... Memories flow in like water... Exam is just around the corner and I'm still here shaking my legs... Damn this chipmunk relaxed too much...

Two days ago my neighbor in my class ( Yee Jie ) left us because he got a full scholarship from JPA to INTI Nilai and will be sent off to America after a year... Well congrats to you and wish you all the best in your studies... And most important don't forget us okay?? We won't forget all your teachings on sign languages and the Z-snap hahax...

These days I felt very left out... Maybe its just me... Maybe everyone is starting to hate me for what I did... I understand... Who I used to be before... The happy-go-lucky guy is just gone... I have to admit I'm really different from last time... I guess its okay for people to hate me now...