Well I swallowed 10 in instead of 14... No effects last night but today there are a lot of effects... My back aches... My stomach hurts... My liver shows some sharp pains... Massive headache for the whole day... And my whole body is totally unwell... Has got to be the most painful way... Did a bit of research... They say 10 will allow you to survive a week... But still unsure yet...
Today I wasn't listening much in class... My mood is gone... But there was something which awakens me... A damn huge spider in a bottle of water... First time I've ever seen in my entire life... Got pictures but couldn't upload it... Maybe tomorrow...
Talking about last night... I did a seriously huge mistake... I called her up... I shouldn't have done that... But my instincts call me to talk to her... I made her sad and cry again... I'm so damn furious about myself right now... Everything I do is wrong... The more I'm trying to make her happy the worse I made her feel... I hate myself so much... I know I'm the one to blame... There's not a thing which I could do right...
She thought I'm just playing around... But I'm not playing around... I'm really serious here... That's why I made a mistake for calling her... Really regret right now... When she say that she don't like guys like that... I don't really know what to say... I know you don't like me anymore... Even as friends when I talk to you to cheer you up abit... You don't even want me to care...
So I've decided... I'll try not to call her anymore until that day comes... I just let you know that I'm serious here and I'm not playing anything... You can hate me if you want... But its a decision I've made... I hope everyone can hate me for what I did...
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