Tuesday, May 27, 2008

End Post - Part Six

Fate brought us together... Destiny pulled us apart... The whole night these lines have been in my head for no reason... Couldn't understand what it means either...

Its been weird... Life's been really weird... For a moment you wanna leave everything and another second you wanna keep living to know the future... I've been asking myself these days... Hiding myself from the people around me... Seeking the answers that I wanted to know... But it's of no use...

If... There are lots of if in life... I've realized what if I'm not in that school... What if I never knew her at the start... What if I never do that and make those promises... Life could be so much different... Maybe it could be better... Or maybe it could be worse... Imagine yourself in my position... Maybe you could understand why...

Today's another college day with something different... Went to college as usual... Once I got out of the car I saw the crows again... Staring at me giving some sort of feeling to me... Then in one of the classes my heart suddenly hurt so much I thought I'm going to pass out... But it was just for a moment so I'm still fine... Before I go back home... That feeling came again... And I could finally understand why the crows stared at me like that...

Fate... Destiny... I'll let God to decide tomorrow...

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