Its been about two days since that night... My liver and stomach hurts quite badly... Couldn't sleep much last night... Kinda painful... Anyways I think the dosage is not much that's why... Experiment 101 most likely to fail...
Well anyways... I think I've cleared up a lot of things since that night... I could finally stop caring about her... Even though there's still something in me... At least I could stop bugging her forever...
About friends... I'm a bit glad that some of them didn't hate me as much as I thought... Wanna thank both of you...
I feel kinda weird... It's kinda like a joke... I'm dying slowly and I'm a bit happy with that... Its like my sky has lighten up for no reason... Maybe it's because I could stop worrying about her... Or maybe there's something else... But someday maybe I would know the answer...
One last thing... Even though I say this... This doesn't mean suicide is a pretty thing or something good... Its bad and you'll be damned to hell... So everyone please don't suicide alright??? There should be a solution in every problem...
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